Yesterday, we walked the perimeter of this small lake, about a 3 mile walk on water, a miracle by some accounts. Sixteen inches of ice makes all things possible when it comes to waterwalking. At places the ice was brushed bare by the wind, the walking slick, at others it was piled up to six inches, more of a trudge.
The true miracle, thought, lay in the landscape surrounding the lake. A fire ravaged this area, burning 75,000 acres, in the spring of 2007. It was an exceptionally dry spring that year, with both strong and gusty winds, and piles of dry tinder- from an epic blowdown, a dericho, that had leveled a 500,000 acre, 40 mile long, 10 mile wide swath of mature pine forest 5 years prior- piled up like pick-up sticks several feet deep, complete with air pockets as you might construct when building a good campfire. Prime conditions for a tiny spark from a strike of flint to set things ablaze.
Which it did.
There is a heartbreaking story about a 64 year old solo camper, Steve Posniak, a gentle soul who came to his beloved lakes and creeks each spring as soon as the ice went out in search of solitude and moose. The story is that he found a large fire burning behind his campsite that morning, and tried to put it out with his cookpot before escaping what quickly became an inferno, fire blazing on both sides of the portage trail he traversed as he made his 90 minute journey to safety. It seems likely that a spark of some sort from his own morning fire flew into the treetops, or an ember was fanned by the wind, unbeknownst to him. His campsite was the epicenter of the blaze.
Heartbroken, exhausted, afraid, he at first denied having camped there when questioned, stating that he had paddled past the site that morning and noted the fire. The next day he acknowledged the truth. Later he would be charged with the felony of ‘willfully’ setting timber afire, along with several misdemeanors. Eighteen months after that, on the eve of his trial, he would commit suicide.
One local resident, the then owner of the lodge and outfitter at which we are staying, where the fire ravaged the landscape up to their mailbox (her property was saved by sprinkler systems installed on lakeside properties here and by the diligence of a community of volunteers and fire fighters) states that this gentle man was the only fatality of the fire that day. Of course, I am certain not all were as gracious (thus, the government’s charge), but at least from this vantage point, 16 years later, I read grace and sympathy from the local community for this man. (see this link for more of the story ). As one who also finds deep belonging, healing, and profound presence in Place, my heart also breaks for this man.
So, one of the miracles that fills my heart with wonder here in the story of this Place is the upwelling of mercy and grace. as well as the growth and perhaps regrowth of Love amongst and between the persons who live and love in this remote dispersed community. The accounts from that week of support and friendship, even amongst ‘competitors’, are poignant. Of course, we are at our best, for some paradoxical reason during times such as this, when we remember Who we are. Stripped of the false value system that is laid upon our humanity to separate us, we remember we are One, here to love. I think of Dorothy Day, who as 9 year old girl, witnessing the outpouring of love in her community during the great SanFrancisco earthquake of 1906, asked the question, ‘why can’t we love each other this way all the time’.
The second miracle that filled my heart on our walk was witnessing the wonder of the natural world. I wanted to type ‘resilence’ here, but that is to suggest that what it endured is something beyond what is natural, perhaps. Instead it is the wonder of the cycles of creative destruction, an oxymoron that awakens our heart to remember what feels like an impossible concept to our fearfully small minds. What we want to judge and label as tragedy, as loss, as desecration is instead full of hope, birth, beauty. It feels like a sacred story, which we have forgotten.
Take this excerpt, written 12 years ago
Four years after the fire, the Boundary Waters boreal forest is regenerating. Part of the natural cycle in the region, fires are needed to reseed native trees such as jack pine, whose seed cones burst open only when exposed to intense heat. Signs of renewal were evident just months after the fire. In July 2008 one enthusiastic naturalist posted a description online of the beautiful deep-green carpet on the forest’s fertile floor, enriched by the ash and nurtured by additional sunlight. Another posted a picture of a bull moose standing in tall, glowing green grass amid a few blackened tree stumps. Although the landscape had changed dramatically, nature’s process of rebirth had begun anew, with hope for a verdant future—one that Steve Posniak would be glad to see. – https://archive.dartmouthalumnimagazine.com/article/2011/11/01/burned
Today, that growth is noted on the landscape as we walk the perimeter, passing by hillsides untouched by the fire 16 years ago, then alongside the scarred ones where the fire raged. (again, the term ‘rage’ here, assuming an angry touch over a benevolent one? Earlier in this essay, I at first mistakenly inserted the word ‘ravished’ when I wanted ‘ravaged’. Now, I wonder– might the word ravish be more accurate, as something was indeed ‘carried off by force’ and at the same time filled the barren remains with delight and joy) In the seasonal barrenness of winter, the burned areas still appear more desolate, much more so than with the flush of perennial growths and deciduous plants of the other seasons, but even here and now, there are colonies of jack pine (a fire-dependent tree in the boreal forest) 20 feet tall. Communities of red pine, equal in size, are also moving in. And the ever present birch (or perhaps they are aspen or poplar, as all of these trees have light colored bark, particularly when they are young saplings regenerating the landscape. I’ve read that this protects them from scalding during the freeze/thaw cycle of spring… oh, the small miracles are endless, if you only have eyes to see).
I love this place we call home. This place that offers its bounty, its blessings, its lessons, its hope. This place of which I am also a part— no visitor, not separate from, the earth is not a ‘thing’ upon which we live and move and have our being, nor one WITH which we abide, but which we also ARE.
We are wildness. We are hope. We are ‘destruction’ and we are ravishing. We are regenerative hope. We are beauty in the desecration. We are nourishment in the ashes. We are love. Grief is but one moment before it is transformed into something new, if we can let go of judgment, allow for forgiveness, for grace, for joy, and for Love to abide.
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